Friday, April 4, 2014

what once was...



    Not all of my poems are about me, I feel like with one deep look I can unravel all your pain. Kinda creepy but it's true, I feel as though in one look I can just know what's hurting you.


He yells and his words echo through my empty heart…
Once upon a time he would have cared, cared that his words hurt me…
Years ago he would have been there for me…
Protected me…
Loved me…
Been there for me… that’s all I ever wanted from him…
He’s my dad,
And yet he left me…
It’s as if the only good part of him left, leaving our family with an empty soulless man…
A man that only cares about money, work… his family was one of the last things on his mind…
He thinks of his head, not his heart, maybe because he lost his…
Possibly because he’s doesn’t care…
Maybe because he’s so far gone from being the man he once was…
He left me, and everyone expected me to be mean,
Instead I became sad…
And every day is a battle to try and keep smiling.

Food for thought....

This isn't my work. I found this when I went to bear world when I was younger and I thought it was funny...


In this life I am a women. In my next life, i'd like to come back as a bear
When you're a bear, you get to hibernate.
You do nothing but sleep for sleep months. I could deal with that.
 Before you hibernate, you're supposed to eat yourself stupid.
I could deal with that.
when you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts)
 While your sleeping and wake up to partially grown, cute cuddly cubs!
I could definitely deal with that.
If you're a mama bear, everyone knows you mean business.
you swat anyone who bothers your cubs.
if your cubs get out of line you swat them too. i could deal with that.
If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS you to wake up growling.
He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat.
Yup! Gonna be a bear!
(Unknown Author)