Wednesday, March 19, 2014

The problem with being the step daughter...



   When I was a little girl my divorced parents both got remarried and this is about what happened....




I’m not his daughter…
Never was…
But it still manages to hurt,
Hurt in ways that I never thought were possible…
All he ever managed to give me was pain,
Pain and suffering.
Because no matter how hard I try to make it not hurt…
It does.
It makes me break down into tears…
Makes it so some days it’s a fight to remember how to take a single breath through the suffering…
Some days it feels like a battle to roll out of bed…
Because that means I will have to face the day and remember to keep a smile on my face…
Even when I'm fighting tears.